Come

Angry

Well I fight for my right to be me and won I think.
After delited every little thing i found irritating With my self also ewerything included all humen contact I felt really emty and lost. Then come this feeling
Anger
My eays turned from blue to black. And my smile was gone. Still OK but really angry.
My respect for autorety was fading with no noe to turn to in A gitt I never had Been before. I went from a woman that shoud love and live her life to a freek who almost claimed the seeling. Still angry and my brain felt black and heavy and nothing else. I started thinking different and desided to get my life back. Well what I am right now i dont know ore I hide somwhere inside. The outside is someplace i newer tought I woud be. And reallety feels facke. Is everything a joke. Im not laughing. And i vant belive i had to og trough all this go so far just to get respekt. Its been hell and i never felt smaler. And im sombody screaming demonstrating thing i trying to be

Aftercare

After doing hard long time. On the outsider, everybody hate you some vant you dead...
Im
just thinking that the jailcare shoud support man that did his time, rehabilitatet. Just a ordenery man eksept nobody gives this man chance. Some are afraid, most og of US just do everything to not do somthing stupid
As
Helpe a x-conwikt back inn A ordeneary life.

Instead we hate trhow shit making once Again a monster because we Are to afraid not willing to try to see
him
Every human desirves a second chanse to prove that they can fit in and the past was just a mistake.

I think abaot the helth system and thouS who work, and the famely if they dear
and Support.
Respekt them, give it peace.

I se Some og over ugly crimes ås a statment a langvitch  there everything else faled.

A very ugly surreal peace of art, that the goverment and the man inn the street made him do. Well those murders that used the brain i will not steAl theirs storry\message/peace of art
Its theirs crime , message and up to them to tell.
We have to make this man a fear chanse.
Hear them out se them try to se theirs side of the street.
WELL THEY PAID AND NO THEY ARE FREE
Helthy and just like you and me.

Well i do not support murder
But in some cases I have no problem understanding whay they did somting insane.
And with a politocAl ore a scream for humanety point. Well i can respekt that.
We shure got ower eys up maybe made some brains work on the dark side.
Must ower woises be so extreemly insanely high to be heArd?
We need to drar to care...

Fucking Hore

Vell, I hate it
And I feel sick
And do I get any money no...
Feels more like mentally abuse
And I don't like it.

Drugs

I don't know if its the people's around me ore my drug juse that fucked my head up so badly.
Maybe some of both.
Well now it just hurt.
Felt like I smashed my head into a wall of metal.

I wish I had a normal life and a brain that was working.

Hope

Maybe someday I will gett peace away from my mother and her sick disturbed head and her ideas of parenting.
I look forward to her goodbye.

Tree kutting maniac

I hate my head...
And i hate this violent man that is hurting me.
I havent done him anything.
I wish him my life.

Sick

I feel sick
But when helty
You can newer be better
Told to me by a real Funny man
Andreas B

Funny...

My Crib http://pistra.blogspot.com/

Me and my mom.

I just hate them anyway.
Parents I may add.
Maybe just murder them.
No mothers, no uss, no argument and the earth survives...

Just nothingness

I don't do anything with my life. I don't feel that I'm worth anything to anybody.
I'm so fucked up by my self and everyone that I don't have any life left
I feel so fucking worth less, and I'm eksosted and sceard.