Angry

Well I fight for my right to be me and won I think.
After delited every little thing i found irritating With my self also ewerything included all humen contact I felt really emty and lost. Then come this feeling
Anger
My eays turned from blue to black. And my smile was gone. Still OK but really angry.
My respect for autorety was fading with no noe to turn to in A gitt I never had Been before. I went from a woman that shoud love and live her life to a freek who almost claimed the seeling. Still angry and my brain felt black and heavy and nothing else. I started thinking different and desided to get my life back. Well what I am right now i dont know ore I hide somwhere inside. The outside is someplace i newer tought I woud be. And reallety feels facke. Is everything a joke. Im not laughing. And i vant belive i had to og trough all this go so far just to get respekt. Its been hell and i never felt smaler. And im sombody screaming demonstrating thing i trying to be